Eme's moving forward while I am looking backward

Emerson has decided to give walking a shot. This is some video of her taking some steps. And I don't know if there is sound cause our computer won't play any. If there is and I say something stupid please ignore it. Hopefully I will learn how to get sound cause that is always funner. Anyway, Eme still has a little more coordination to learn but she is getting there! Jeremy and I keep wondering where did our baby go? We are getting into toddler stage and we keep thinking back to a year ago when we were wondering if we would ever become parents. On the 16th of June last year we met Eme's birth mom for the first time. I have been thinking back to last year a lot this week. I remember all the many, many feelings that were going through my mind that day and the short 2 weeks to follow until Eme was born. Of all the feelings that I was feeling the one that stood out the most was a feeling of disbelief. Anyone who knows me knows that being pessimistic is defiantly one of my faults. During the time from finding out about Eme's birth mom picking us to her being born, I would start to get excited and think this is really going to happen and then Old pessimist Kristen would start to think no way, this is just way to good to be true. Thankfully we all know what happened and this wonderful little girl came into our lives. And now she is almost walking! TIME GOES BY TOO FAST when you have a baby!